Self pity is our worst enemy, and if we yield to it, we can never do anything wise in the world. Helen Keller1880-1968, Blind and Deaf Educator. Saturday, December 25, 2010. I am just so grateful I have the life I do with my most precious, sweet baby. And so the end of the story is also only the beginning and I look forward to what comes next. I hope to update you loyal reade.

We Are What We Repeatedly Do. The bend in the road is not the end of the road unless you refuse to take the turn. Forgetting to Remember to Forget. Not like i thought it would be. One Eye Open and Dreaming. The Young and The Infertile.

Tuesday, October 4, 2011. And They Lived Happily Ever After. I may post again in this space, I may not, but I thought there should be at least some kind of update. Especially for those who might be considering egg donation and wondering how they might adjust in the long term. Well, next term or medium term might be a better phrase.

The bizarre, maddening, craziness that your life becomes upon repeated in-vitro attempts. I am persuaded to go ahead and submit one. Doing all the things I imagined I would, plus a few I never imagined.

Monday, September 13, 2010. Last weekend although only one day was above 70 degrees, we still got to snap some photos of Brynn and us on the beach. Brynn loved looking at her footprints in the sand - and the fact that hers were the only ones on the beach nearby at the time. Monday, September 6, 2010. FET is a big ole negative.

I miss my old site. I have made the decision to return to my old space. This spot feels more like a vacation home. However, I had some great distractions today. We had some guests come over and play with Lucky. He had a great time! Yep, that about covers it! .

One of my babies likes to be head-up. She flips over for a day or two, but then heads back up to my ribcage. I am not being paranoid.