Out, damned egg! Trying to catch just one good egg. Friday, 14 October 2011. Theres so much to say and write but I am barely coherent these days. It seems that, unlike Tall Girl, baby boy is more of a normal newborn. In that he doesnt sleep much and is pretty fussy. Ive tried to post several times in the past couple of weeks but just havent had the perfect storm of energy, quiet and motivation. I thought our time at the hospital was hard.

I think my body is defective. Monday, September 17, 2007. Good Night, Ladies, Part II. Maybe in some ways infertility and separation are similar. They both isolate you from your friends and are totally difficult to make others understand. They are both characterized by feelings of failure and loss. They both leave you feeling drained. Friday, April 20, 2007. Of course, how long can one hide from the world and their problems? David and I still call each .

I figure this is infretility squared. Friday, April 21, 2006. Wednesday, December 14, 2005. At any rate - Merry Christmas and happy holidays to everyone.

Adopted 3 boys out of foster care, then got pregnant for my beautiful daughter, now currently pregnant again with twins. Tuesday, February 04, 2014. Sunday, May 12, 2013. Thursday, March 08, 2012. Twins are work, but also not as bad as I thought.

Sunday, July 29, 2007. I still mourn my traumatic childhood, but the more i do, the better i feel about now, regardless of whether my. Does or does not have children. Thursday, June 21, 2007.

Monday, July 06, 2015. This post will stay at the top of the blog. Our dear Mel over at Stirrup Queens has begun a blog phenomenon. Writing in your own space. I am going to try to do this periodically. I do not know what to write. October 2008; enjoying the sunshine.

Friday, September 08, 2006. Saturday, July 22, 2006. infertilenotinferior at adelphia dot net. Which Way to Baby? .

10 ivfs yielded two kids, an addition for my local liquor store and a jag for my acupuncturist. Good times! Alright -you know youre the worst when you forget who hosts your blog. So my news is that Im volunteering for RESOLVE. Ive been very deeply held behind those closet doors by my own shame, but Im coming out little by little - I even talked about it at the playground yesterday - these are huge strides for me.