Getting Back To It! Tuesday, April 1, 2014. But I think the kids are having fun. Teach them the fundamentals of the game and of being on a team, make sure they have fun, and the experience will come with time. They look like miniature baseball players.

In January of 2005, my son C. These are the 8 million pieces of my life, as I pick them up,one by one. And now, featuring the addition of our second beautiful child, BB and his lovely sister E. Saturday, October 02, 2010. Well, friends, I suppose it is time to acknowledge what is happening here. Or should I say, what is not happening here. Then I started to write here, and I made a place for me.

Saturday, June 6, 2009. Saturday, December 6, 2008. We are still here and doing well! I went private for a few months because someone in my real life found me. I was left feeling really violated and frustrated. Going private was the only way to protect myself at the time. Friday, July 4, 2008.

Friday, October 31, 2014. Happy Halloween from Cowboy Hayden! Posted by Monica H. Tuesday, October 15, 2013. Infant and Pregnancy Loss Awareness Day. Thinking of my babies, today and everyday. Thursday, May 9, 2013.

Sunday, May 27, 2012. In just over a month, i have learned of 3 families who lost babies. A high school acquaintance recently moved to Africa for a missionary trip. had an accident and was taken to the hospital. The little boy seemed to be improving, but he died. After the service, I returned to work. I was so sad, I just wanted cry. Was this how our family felt when Sara died? Thursday, April 12, 2012. Has anyone read or seen the article about the baby in Argentina? .

Tuesday, 20 August 2013. Monday, 10 September 2012. Your Birthday was kinder to me than the anniversary of your death. Your little sister was incredible and showed me new ways to pay tribute to you. She insisted we buy you a present, a carved rock to put with your rose, and she had me make you Birthday buns. None of these things I would have done without her. Thursday, 6 September 2012. The weather is just like it was when he died. Autumn is definitely in .

My Journey through this process has changed me in ways I never thought possible. Sunday, May 12, 2013. Friday, May 11, 2012. Another year without her here. Friday, May 13, 2011. Born still May 13, 2007. 8 lbs 4 oz 20. Happy 4th Birthday my Sweet Angel. An Angel Never Dies - author unknown. That something stopped my heart,. I felt each tender squeeze you gave,. I loved you from the start.

Thanks so much to Mel.

These are our trials, tribulations, and triumphs. Friday, January 23, 2009. Why all the worry? Top Ten Benefits .